Lost and Forgotten

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1.	Lost and Forgotten 01:42	buy track
2.	The Easiest Way To Sleep Is To Close Your Eyes 02:19	buy track
3.	In Our Dreams 01:49	buy track
4.	Disassociate 01:42	buy track
5.	Problemless 01:36	buy track
6.	It Hasn't Been The Same 01:28	buy track
7.	Something Is Lost 02:08	buy track
8.	112 Sentiments 02:53	buy track
9.	Mania & Caffeine 02:09	buy track
10.	Child At Heart 01:25	buy track
11.	Safe Here 00:52	buy track
12.	For Your Consideration 01:35	buy track
13.	26 Club 01:14	buy track
14.	Love Me When I Cannot 01:46	buy track
15.	Reprieve 01:48	buy track
16.	Nothing But Time 01:31	buy track
17.	Omgiloveyouplsdontleaveme 02:28	buy track
18.	We Missed You 01:15	buy track
19.	Freeform 01:12	buy track
20.	Absolutes 00:59	buy track
21.	Forget I Was Here 01:36	buy track

about

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this is not an album

but instead, a collection of many different projects, ideas, sounds, and feelings that have been derived over the course of a depressing and grueling process

a time in which i was my weakest and could not finish many songs;
came together to make this tape

for you

i hope you enjoy ❤️

CONSUMER

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There exists no more color in my life.

I have taken in my grief and trauma and became everything that I hated.

My pettiness and my vengeful nature ruin things which once were a blessing, now can no longer be.

I have lost all meaning in what it means to be myself, who I was, and who I was going to be.

In an attempt to heal myself, I have hurt others. I have hurt people I love dearly. No matter how much I tried for good, it always ends the same.

I've tried to love and give to others because I cannot love myself.

For too long I have pretended to have moved on, but there is so much pain inside of me that cannot be erased.

I have pretended to be happy in order to speak into reality that happiness, but that misery has instead become the core of who I am as a person.

I was not cut out for this world; I am weak and have let my world experiences dictate my love for myself.

I have allowed evil to seep in and I'm terrified. More so, I am numb. I am numb when I should be disgusted, angry, disappointed,
anything, other than the acceptance I have right now.

Everything is out of place. I don't feel like I belong. I'm trapped. This level of comfort. I'm afraid to leave and seek a better balance.
I'm afraid to move on with my life because I am stuck within the limitations of my past.

I cannot remember things that once meant the world to me. I feel everything slowly fading away and I have no control over it, and am forced to do nothing but watch.

There exists no peace within me.

I cannot let go.

I am lost.

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released March 10, 2019

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